May 9, 2011

Closer

 
One week from now, I will begin my volunteer internship at a cancer research facility in Philly. As you may remember from this post, I have contacted a 'whole heap' of research labs in February and March looking for someone to sponsor me for an internship. I wanted the experience more than anything. It is one thing to acquire many college degrees, but it's another to have enough experience to get a job done when/if you are hired. I learned this while applying for laboratory jobs this past school year. Many companies were more interested in hiring someone with a high school diploma and about 6+ years of experience than someone with their BS or MS with no professional experience. I knew I had to do something about it.

I contacted various researchers personally, submitting my academic CV and asking if I could work in their research laboratory during the summer (even if it was just a volunteer position). I got the response from one facility asking me to come in for an interview during my spring break. I went in nervous as all ever, thinking that they might ask me to relay something like the molecular pathway involved in apoptosis.  I met with the the head of the breast cancer research lab, and I honestly believe that he had already made his decision before I got there. He asked why I was interested in cancer research. I explained to him my experience with cancer in one of my family members and all that I have learned about cancer in my classes, news reports, articles, etc. I was really emotional answering his question, but he handed me tissues and said it's okay because it "shows [my] passion for the subject". Without further hesitation, he welcomed me as a full-time volunteer researcher and told me about the team members I would be working with and asked that I had two recommendations sent to him. It all happened so fast that I doubted being accepted. I thought, 'well, maybe he was just giving me an idea of what it would be like to work there, if I were to be accepted'. The following week, I received an email from him listing all of my responsibilities for the summer. Needless to say, I was thoroughly surprised and pretty ecstatic!

So, I begin my internship next week. And with this, I feel as though I am one step closer to my dream of working at a cancer research facility. This summer will be challenging. I will be volunteering full time, with only holidays (Memorial Day and Independence Day) and weekends off. I have two 10-page, single-spaced papers to write, a weekly debriefing meeting with the lab, and a final 20-minute presentation at the end of the summer to discuss what I have accomplished and learned. This will be challenging indeed, but it's what i want.

May 8, 2011

Break My Heart For What Breaks Yours


"Hosanna" by Hillsong

♪ "Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like you have loved me

Break my heart for what breaks yours
Everything I am for your kingdoms cause
As I go from nothing to
Eternity"

Through self-examination, I found that I am desensitized to a lot of things around me. ... Desensitization is not something I want. Desensitization leads to a lack of discernment and that it was I am yearning for most right now. This song is like a prayer for me.

May 2, 2011

Letters


Dear Mom,
It is going to take more than your crazy Jamaican motherly tactics to drive him away. He's here to stay... he's in it for the long run! Thanks for finally seeing that.

Dear Beau,
I love you more than I can even express or understand. I never thought I would feel this way about a person. You get me! You are caring, kind, patient and completely generous. Most importantly, you love God and are therefore able to show me an abundance of love through Him.

Dear Friend,
Thanks for talking my head off at all hours of the day about any and everything. Thanks for forgiving me for being a "pissy", "nit-picking" friend. I can be pretty rude and stubborn sometimes, so sorry for that also.

Dear Self,
You're growing as an individual. Keep striving to be a better person, daughter, girlfriend, and friend.
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