Have you ever wanted something so bad, you're afraid it won't come?
Do you wonder if you're not getting said thing because you don't want it for the right reasons, even though you are certain that you do?
Have you ever wanted something so bad, you've imagined several different scenarios of gaining it?
When will it happen?
There is a time and a season for everything (Ecclesiastes 3:1)
..... Though sometimes, fruition falls into our hands.